Depression

I wonder how many people that have had a stroke are bummed out all the time ? I thought maybe it was seasonal affect stuff b ut maybe its the lasting affects of the strokes . i'm just sick of it I have to much to do. I have this overwhelming feeling of lost. I need to start plants, that usually brings me out of the funk. I dream of moving to a warm place that i can see vegetation year round. Do you have any tricks to make living after a stroke easier.

The little things in life

They say its the little things in life that count.I can't figure out what are little things.A
 kind word will  seem small , but will have a life long impact. I know this to be true .  Today i miss my uncle Paul he had a way of talking to me that made me feel at ease and uncle Dick had his way that always made me think .When I strayed off course in life it was there voices i would hear, that brought me back from self destruction. Whats that got to do with stroke well I tell you the sense of lost and the feeling of being vunerverable. Is very scary after suffering a  stroke i feel sad and blue all the time and between remembering my uncles kind words of wisdom help me make it through the bad days tomorrow tomorrow I love you tomorrow...

ThanksGiving

Thanks to the many people that have touched my life . i thank the Lord that I'm still on earth to enjoy this thing they call life. :) i think of my kids and i am so glad to be here i don't want my babies to hurt. life is short and not a dress rehearsal. iI know now that words do hurt and you can't take back what you say. People , for good or bad mix up what is said in the course of an normal conversation so be careful what you say. Thanksgiving is a time reflect on one's good fortune . lord knows  i have had many

fear

I went to nyc with my daughter and had to go down a escalator. i had to stop and wait a second try to time it. I almost fell i had to hold on with 2 hands and still almost fell . That was scary . things we take for granted before our strokes does any one have a similar experience ?